the day has only just began and all i can say is "it's such a (insert almost-negative) day."

dragged myself out of bed. and it's not cos i needed more sleep. took five years to finally get out of the house. and of course, in such a scenario, the only form of public transport in my dictionary is a cab. muahah.

first thing that i found out when i reached school is that i'm scheduled for Lesson Observation and Assignment Checking. omg.

just ended my first lesson of the day. a double-period one. and guess what, i ended up giving the kids one free period. everybody's so off today.

last period will only end at 2 pm. omg. so s. l. o. w.

had to go look for visualiser and mahjong paper. so first day of school. ergh.

still can't find my HOD. decided to check the Staff Sign-In. omg. she's not here. i need to inform her that i need to get my Recommendation Letter. NIE and MOE wait for no man, and no letter. eeks.

and i have TWO Mid-Yr Exam papers to set. (anyone remembered that i'm a RT?)



i want to get out of this but i'm actually going to submit my NTU-NIE and MOE applications by this week. someone pass me the gun and bullet. hopefully it'll wake me up.

i see no desired path ahead. no longer.
because the safest, will indeed, be stable. even if it means i may merely exist.



i am so darn sian.