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anonymous
hmm.. i think u shldnt be overly possessive or be fuming mad abt that, u ought to place more trust in your bf though
Mon, Aug 30 2004 (10:49:42 pm)

129
passer by
tumble by blog, don't mind me sharing my 2 cent worth of thots...ppl may like ur bf, as long as he truly luv u and u trust him all along, nothing can comes into ur way
Mon, Aug 30 2004 (10:54:53 pm)
130
passer by
instead behaving like a green eyed monster, why not think in such a way tt bf truly loves u only? i believe everyone have their right to love anyone, as long as they dun mean any harm
Mon, Aug 30 2004 (10:57:51 pm)

132
CaRInEz^1
and i got to say something. i dun think she's behaving like a green eyed MONSTER. it's really ok that she's feeling that. and i think it's just wrong for that some1 to publicly announce that she has a place in yue's bf's heart. it's just wrong.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (01:30:52 am)
133
CaRInEz^1
AND!! hey, if i were yue, i won't be angry at my BF, i'll be angry at just HER. yes, she does haf the right to like anyone,but she doesn't need to say she's got a place in yue's bf's heart. she's just trying to tiao po li jian.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (01:33:13 am)

135
blog hopper
hey, it juz show that ur bf is attractive, but have faith in urself as well as ur bf..
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (12:31:12 pm)

136
linz
well girl, whats important now is nothing else but the A levels. remember, the universe will only give you what's best for you. take care. and my cynide's available anytime u need it. always here..trusty cynide.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (12:39:49 pm)

137
sammyst
yea, that's right. have faith in yourself - you deserve better.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (12:40:45 pm)

138
Yalan
Yeah Baoyue, you're so much better than Jackass JC. You're one of the few people in that hellhole who's actually smart, so... no more excuses. Just do it lah.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (02:47:36 pm)

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lynnies
in any case, don't let it affect you. i don't know who's the girl, well, not 2 sure, but whatever it is,
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (11:31:49 pm)
140
lynnies
i like being a bitch and i hate the girl too ok. yucks. to hell with fruits. wtf. lol. cheer up. vent yr anger on yr bf's muscles lar.
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (11:32:41 pm)
141
lynnies
stab her and ask him to use his muscles to tear open her wounds ok? now, all that gym is not in vain. Lol. i feel strange now. =D
Tue, Aug 31 2004 (11:33:37 pm)

142
anonymous
wow violent, nice lynnies. hope tt it wun get back to u when u receive emotional wound. it will be nv ending. cursing makes u a ugly person
Wed, Sep 01 2004 (10:23:56 pm)

143
Yalan
And not knowing proper English makes you look utterly stupid. Whoever you are.
Thu, Sep 02 2004 (06:48:25 pm)
144
Yalan
Seriously, stop the sermonising. Get off the high horse. It's her blog. She's entitled to say whatever she wants.
Thu, Sep 02 2004 (06:49:12 pm)

145
anonymous
ya she is entitled to say whatever she wants to. haf faith in your bf.
Fri, Sep 03 2004 (12:15:06 am)

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alright people, finally my computer is working properly and i can see my chatterbox. for one, i didn't know that my entry about that girl generated such response from you. a big thank you to weilin, rachel, carine, xiuhan, yalan, lynnies, linz, sammie. thanks for being there and thanks for the words.

well, (sarcasm) i didn't know that to respond to a somewhat sensitive blog entry means that one would have to conceal his/her identity. hey, if you even know me, you should know the kind of person i am. i'm frank. and if i speak my mind, that's what my mind says. i stand for what i say but i'm also open to others' opinions. anonymous, passer by and blog hopper, i would like to know who you are. if you want to leave a tag again, jolly old well declare your name.

i've been described as "overly possessive" and labelled a " green eyed monstor".
seriously, do you even know me? if you do, i don't suppose you will judge me like that. if you don't, all the more you do not have the right to judge. and yeah, you nameless creatures ask that i trust my bf and have faith. tt he truly loves me only. question here. how do you know?

hallo. do you even know what is going on? you do not. this is between me and gerald. to my knowledge, only weilin, rachel and xiuhan know some bits and pieces. and maybe chonglong. and i trust that they keep it to themselves.

let me make myself clear. i have absolutely no problem with another girl having feelings for him. but what makes her declare on her blog that she has got a place in his heart. (i love carine!) my biggest qualm is that this piece of shit does it in virtual space. yet when she passes me by in school, she does not even dare to look me in the eye, for crying out loud!

and yes, i do trust him.
but what do i get in return? heartache. more hurt. more pain. more tears. totally taken for granted.
alright, the primary problem between us is us.
the secondary problem between us is 'the other girls' (that bloody girl is classified here).
i shall not talk about the primary problem here, as that is private and none of anybody's business(except me and gerald).

as for the secondary issue, it doesn't seem like he's on my side. lynnies, how i wish he would do exactly that ("stab her and ask him to use his muscles to tear open her wounds").

hell, for all i know, he may have been there to take care of the wounds. many times when we fought, somehow, that girl is always around. maybe it feels really great to know you are loved by many, hence, leading someone on to lead yourself on. why the double standards from him? he told me he wants to settle down, but has he, really?

i have been gracious and understanding. really, i know i have. hell, i even refused to attend that girl's birthday party with gerald as i did not want to spoil her day. and Fate would have it that we fought around the time of that girl's party. still, he went. and laughed and had fun. that's just one example.

there's only so much a girl can take. my dears, you do not know how much i had been through because of him. 6 months and i had to deal with so much rubbish.
i did not ask for all these scandals. but i acknowledged them and trusted. i believed. i had faith.
there were times when i was really angry and i thought, "what had i done to deserve all these? it's not like i make him deal with my scandals. i cleaned up properly and drew my lines clearly. i let him know. so why can't he do the same?"

i guess, maybe we were not meant to be in the first place. maybe it wasn't love that we had.
what is love, really? someone please tell me.

my first relationship. maybe i should veer off the path of love for life.