I can't believe the amount of angst in the people around me. Life is but a journey, enjoy it in all its glory.
Somehow I'm just sick of people and their negativity and I just want to slap them hard in their faces and say, "Okay, since you're so (insert whatever negative emotion), why don't you just end it all and bade goodbye? Wake up!"
One month of undergrad life and some things had changed. I'm so homely now I should kill myself. But one thing's for sure. I'm enjoying Sociology. I love how my brain and my mind are so engaged now after being dormant for erm, three years? Right now, I just want to do the things that I need to do in order to secure whatever I may want to do in future. A quieter soul, though I'm always thinking about tonnes of stuff still. In a queer way, I'm in my own world I guess.
New people told me similar things that others before had commented. You look like you're always thinking. Well, that's because I am, most of the time anyway. Thank you all the same for making me look even more intellectual. Maybe in future I'll really behave in a full "I" instead of the "me"s that people perceive right now. (read: Mead) I doubt that will happen though, but I'll hope in vain.
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