-random-

i've been feeling so out-of-sorts and down and negative and all angsty for the longest time and i just about can't take it anymore.


you know you're right up to your neck and drowning when you realise that your biological reaction is to tear but your brain, somehow, took too much time to register this change. separation.



and i just want to say that-

i love my family.
[an ode to siblings.]
even my kick-ass brother who loves, and refuses to stop pushing me. he's my dad in lieu. thank you. and my mighty sis who knows everything about cars. i'm so proud of her. (i wonder when they'll be proud of me.)

i love liling. some things, only she can understand what i'm talking about.

i love janet. always initiative and intuitive. her marvellous support, i applaud.

i thank Commonwealth Sec. for giving me not only the best time of my life, but also the best-est people to walk with me for the rest of my life.

these people made my day this week.




and yes, i love my students. but i wish i can do more.



gosh, french test tonight.
c'est difficile. confirm.



i detest being taken advantage of/taken granted for/exploited.
but a stupid system, no less.



you had drowned.