i'm really truly sick of being taken for granted. by people whom i call my friends. (i think.)
you really wonder sometimes, what's the point of putting all that effort to maintain contact and some semblance of a friendship if you're always (ok maybe not. but still, 95% of the time) the one initiating.

so i thank those who actually bothers. true friends, all of you.




and i realise how i've been learning the art of being plastic.
increasingly, i find that there is not a single soul (outside of my immediate family and a few cousins) whom i'll pour all out to. with some, maybe 80% of me. others, just a nod or "umm." to acknowledge so as to dismiss.

from an introverted extrovent, i've become
an extroverted introvent.



O Life.