just got back from teachers' day lunch at boon lay raja. these two days had been so much fun. what with staff appreciation lunch yesterday, health check-up, concert and SAC-sponsored lunch today.

you really get appreciated by all in this system- the SAC, PSG, fellow teachers, students.

well from the moment i received those gifts from 1A till the concert till sitting at the lunch table with colleagues i have been thinking about teaching as a career.

oh well we shall see.

i remembered how i chose to stay in jj after the first three months course, and although i benefitted in some ways from being there- council and hse capt and all- i had my regrets quite soon after. as with teaching, i don't want to make that same mistake again. i can't let these couple of months speak for my future. if i choose this career path, will i regret not leaving my footprints on another?

i'm quite sure i will.

maybe i'm just not ready to give up that aspiration. in the first place, that aspiration is the reason why i'm teaching now. that source of motivation.

oh well, Lord, open my path for me.