i wish my mum will slap me awake and tell me how disappointed she is with me. or my kor can do it. or just somebody. its about ten days to prelims. and i am not prepared at all. you can say i just started preparation. and it's so difficult after not studying even since the 'O' Levels ended. and there's so much shit in my life.

i can only blame myself. it's time i pick up all the pieces and stop disappointing my family and teachers. it's time i realise my potential.