well at this point in my life i really feel that life sucks.
seriously. gosh. i cant belive i really mean it this time round.
usually im all sunshine n optimistic.
haha..ran into weichiat yday at some macs..
so hardworking he was..studying..
as i left him i wonder..
gosh i used to be somewhat like that
alright not hardworking, in fact i super slack to e max..
but still my studies aint in a any mess..
tt was last time..back in sec sch..when we thought tt e o levels is like..gee its so tough i'll just die..but in e end most of us emerge winners..
back to e pt..i saw his hardworking, his cheerfulness..how jolly he was..
it all seem a figment from my past..
i used to be like tt..
smiling n laughing all day long, at every single little thing tt no one else thought was funny..n yea, i was super duper lame..e lamest girl in my class, i was..but still i did well in my studies..
those were happy days..sure there were ppl who hurt me..but all turns out well..
but now..i dunno..
life seems so different..
still rmb once when i met up wif e girls..
jinqi told me.. gosh baoyue u seem quite diff now..its like u r carrying alot of weight on ur shoulders..
hmm..tt's kinda how im feeling now..